Let's Start

It was a long day today. It had been like these for a long time now. I'd like to write more, but where do I start? I guess I'd start with what I'm feeling right now......



I'm tired...



I'm tired of almost everything...

but I have got to move on.

For the longest time I have been like this,

trying to find out what am I for, who I am for,

where should I go, what must I do...



I crave for freedom.

I guess that is what I need...

But how can I attain it?

when everyone in my family serves as the anchor

which keeps me tied in here...



I got none of my own.

What I have is my family's too.

I am not selfish.

But I feel obligated to carry

everything on my shoulder

because I am the one who can provide.

just my thoughts, my feelings...

I'm getting tired.

I guess I need to take some rest now...