I was watching Eat Bulaga then switched to a cable channel, probably HBO, when commercial set in. I saw Adam Sandler. Punch Drunk Love, I was guessing. I saw the girl and him walking together, silently, just glancing at each other. Then I remembered the boy, the boy whom i loved and loving all this time. I remember him calling me from a distance. Running towards me, walking beside me. We were quiet, quieter than ever. He was glancing at me. He talked a little, so did I. I could talk much louder but it is as if my voice doesn't want to get out. This moment happened twice. I never learned to be calm. All I knew that he was beside me, glancing at me, talking to me. And me? I was praying, keeping my mouth shut, afraid to say anything wrong, something which might turn him away.
I remember the boy. The boy who I never knew how he felt about me.
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