I just finished watching The Jane Austen Book Club on HBO, obviously I'm in love with movies as my previous post was thought about while watching Punch Drunk Love. I especially like the story between Jocelyn and Grigg. They were both afraid to show how they feel. Jocelyn was acting as a matchmaker between Sylvia and Grigg, but ends up loving him instead but denies it because she thinks he likes someone else. Grigg likes/loves Jocelyn but according to his sister was very considerate, considerate enough not to make the first move. How can love be discovered when both are afraid? Luckily for Jocelyn Grigg's sister stepped in. Jocelyn went for it because she was sure she wouldn't be rejected. But what if the sister didn't step in? I wonder if Jocelyn will make the first move or if Grigg would?
I wish I could write a story of my own where the girl would tell the guy how she feels no matter how unsure of how he feels about her.... I wish I could just have wrote about it than did it, because I did and didn't get any response. I was like Jocelyn and my Grigg was in love with soneone else who was very far away. I took my chances but still blew it. I do not regret...
Now Spiderman 3 is showing on HBO... This movie reminds me of him again. He looks like him. Toby, my Toby. I wish I could be your Mary Jane. "They say falling in love is wonderful, wonderful..." whoever said it I would not need to know. It is one sided. It is only wonderful when you're inlove with each other...
I'm alone. People would hear me say I'm happy. Truthfully, I am, but I could be happier...
When would that be? I leave it to my Father's hands...
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